| jangan action ok. |
[Nov. 21st, 2008|02:33 am] |
| [ | location |
| | ur anus | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | vinyl |
| | foo fighters - down in the park | ] |
fuck seven-eleven.
have more cheers!
and dont underestimate, chinese nerds wearing lame glasses with the most ridiculous hairstyle.
those u would bash and feed them to the dogs everytime u see 'em.
i know they are literally annoying but,
they can really spin the fire poi god damn well!
kudos for that,even though i felt like cursing my guts out when one of 'em asked me that stupid question. |
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| free booze, free helium. |
[Nov. 16th, 2008|07:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | vinyl |
| | hot ride - the prodigy | ] |
semalam, haji lane dah macam town.
sumer dah macam kambeng.
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| bring me there. |
[Nov. 14th, 2008|04:21 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | vinyl |
| | from his room! | ] |
my neighbour from the next block is playing psybient on a wet weather like this.
its so loud i could almost fly just hearing echoes.
and now he's changing tracks.
and it gets better.
ooooo so orgasmic...
its making me horny now...
dats it.
im coming up! |
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| im back. |
[Nov. 14th, 2008|03:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | vinyl |
| | reset - mutemath | ] |
i feel like i need help with myself.
i dont know what ive got myself into.
have i made the right descision?
or am i just escaping from what is real?
everyday i think. everyday i try to stop thinking.
but everyday, its the same.
lifes better cos i stopped crying.
lifes the same, cos somethings missing. |
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| ...... |
[Sep. 8th, 2008|02:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sad | ] |
take back your green heart and give it to someone ure worth being with!
we can no longer relate to each anymore.
we are no longer in love.
goodbye dewy lane.
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| blahhh |
[Sep. 1st, 2008|03:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | vinyl |
| | toto - africa | ] |
siblings rivalry can be considered one of those brutal stages in life.
its tiring and devastating.
ive came to a point of realisation that i should stop being a push over.
they love me and i love them too.
and ive retired. |
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| ramadhan. |
[Sep. 1st, 2008|03:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  thirsty | ] |
| [ | vinyl |
| | sun is shinning - bob marley | ] |
i wont be fasting for the next 2 days or so. knn.
menstrual cramps and a swollen vagina. it makes me sick.
can i just be a girl and not have to suffer every month feeling wet and weak.
can i just have babies without undergoing the last stage?
i dont mind having a protruding tummy for 9 mnths, seriously.
as long as i dont see blood and feel pain, im good to go.
anyways, happy fasting people! :) |
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| the book. |
[Aug. 26th, 2008|11:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | vinyl |
| | talk show host - radiohead | ] |
was doing some spring cleaning when i found my diary, yet again.
30th January 2006,
Its been 2 years and i finally get to browse back my school's organizer. many little bots of information that has been dissolved in my memory. and after flipping through, it excites me again thinking about our first times in Dewy Lane and how we finally managed to move in together. it saddens me that we dont have much surprises anymore like we used to. a lot has changed after being together for almost 2 years now. and it was just a few months back when we had much more things to talk about and feelings to share. we are now both so comfortable already which sometimes confuses me wether its a good or a bad thing. now, its more like a roller coaster ride. we fight and quarell alot. we laugh and giggle alot too. everyday we shed tears. everyday we laugh to death. but not one day, we kept quite and pretend that we dont care about each other. theres still love. maybe even more i guess.
My cousin just finally got married last weekend to a uniquely pleasant looking lady. it really kept me emotional throughout. thoughts were sprinting in my mind, visualising my future with him. it somehow made me very eager and keen to improvise myself so that it could prevent his love for me from fading away. it worries me alot thinking about these. we met after school just now and had dinner at beach rd. i fell down on our way back home when he pushed me for no apparent reason. i felt so embarassed i pushed him so hard he got mad at me! i got all stressed up by the whole fucking incident that things were kinda screwed at the end. but we didnt end up killing each other actually.
he's now asleep. im positive after calling him twice. well i dont wish to annoy him any further. thats why im writing this to occupy myself.
goodnight.
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